当失望变成绝望时,整个人都彻底崩溃了。
我过得不快乐,事事都不顺利。
开心只是一时,过了又要面对事实的存在。
没有一件事是完美的,可是我却是完美主义者;每件事都要做到最好,但是得来的结果都没来得好。
我应该怎样做才有好事来敲门啊?
我很辛苦,但又怎样呢?没人理解。
上天给我的命,从小我就有很多压力,长大了还更多不胜数。
压力是好,可是它也可以毁了一个人的人生。
常常对自己说:“加油,你是可以的!别放弃,一切会过得好,好事一一而来!” 却也见不得好事来向我招手!
发泄完了,心情好多了。
明天是新的一天,重新再来吧!
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Saturday, August 6, 2011
我是不小心?还是真的是意外?
哎。。又是一个心情差到谷底的周末!
没想到会发生的事情,发生了!
有时候很想帮助朋友,却往往自己无能为力;可是当他真的很需要你帮忙的时候,你会帮吗?我会!
大家是义气子女,都将讲义气嘛!
可是,我很对不起他,我越帮越忙!最后真的帮不上忙,还拖累了他!
他不但没有埋怨我,还安慰我说这一切都不管你的事,我来坑就好了!
我真得很内疚!
对不起,朋友!
谢谢你相信我的能力存在,我以后会做得更好的!
有了这一次的经验,以后我会更加小心。
我再也不回打没有把握的杖!
加油!
Sunday, January 9, 2011
幸福是什么一回事?
幸福对你来讲,是什么一回事呢?
对我来讲,当它要来的时候,你会觉得很幸福。。。
因为你生命中注定的“他/她”出现了!
而我,还在寻找着属于我的幸福。。。
曾经,他出现在我的面前,但是后来又消失了。。。
有时候回想起来,也是一种幸福!
可是,全部都过去了。。。
他可能也把我忘了。。。不知道他在那方过得好吗?
小小的祝福有时候也是一种幸福!
朋友,幸福。。。自己去争取吧!=)
对我来讲,当它要来的时候,你会觉得很幸福。。。
因为你生命中注定的“他/她”出现了!
而我,还在寻找着属于我的幸福。。。
曾经,他出现在我的面前,但是后来又消失了。。。
有时候回想起来,也是一种幸福!
可是,全部都过去了。。。
他可能也把我忘了。。。不知道他在那方过得好吗?
小小的祝福有时候也是一种幸福!
朋友,幸福。。。自己去争取吧!=)
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
It's time to active back my blog.....i think...
well well.....it's been a damn long time i never active my blog here....i have been busy....and also lazy for blogging......really hectic life i had....
a year past...and many things happened around me....family, the main thing.....financial......friends......wow.....story should be can tell and written down....
anyhow i just drop some words here...nothing much....stories will be share later once i really have the time to type it all out......good night, people!
a year past...and many things happened around me....family, the main thing.....financial......friends......wow.....story should be can tell and written down....
anyhow i just drop some words here...nothing much....stories will be share later once i really have the time to type it all out......good night, people!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
ops...one month never touch my blog....bad bad bad....
well well.......a month was overed....and i never touch my blog due to busy, busy and busy...and also lazy lol.......tiring after got back from college and events and yet trips?!
i will post some photos of the trips that i went with friends...
we went to Pulau Ketam, Malacca and Orchid Garden too.....for photography purpose....these trips were great!!!!! wow....we enjoyed it very much and had fun!!!!
I went to Genting Highlands with my secondary school's friends too......oh my god......first time tried to sleep in the morning 7am!!!! wah...everybody tired.....but still enjoyed yeah....
Photos will be upload when i am free =)
It's drama time back~~~ hehe.......night!
i will post some photos of the trips that i went with friends...
we went to Pulau Ketam, Malacca and Orchid Garden too.....for photography purpose....these trips were great!!!!! wow....we enjoyed it very much and had fun!!!!
I went to Genting Highlands with my secondary school's friends too......oh my god......first time tried to sleep in the morning 7am!!!! wah...everybody tired.....but still enjoyed yeah....
Photos will be upload when i am free =)
It's drama time back~~~ hehe.......night!
Friday, September 4, 2009
I AM BACK TO BLOGGGGGGG~~~~~~~~
Wow.....damn long time din blog......haha....
ok..during my August holidays, i went to Hong Kong and China with my mum on 4th of Aug to 11th of Aug. During the first day, i arrived to Macau Airport, then shifted to Zhuhai, stayed one night....
what the heck man! there was raining heavily and the strong wind was disturbing our trip.....haih.....after our dinner, then we walked a while, bought some clothes....back to hotel and sleep....waited for another day come...
Mum and I hoped that the day would be better after 4th, but on the 5th, it was still raining and windy...so we left to Guangzhou by bus for 2 hours, cost us RMB75 per person, that means RM 40.10...
Yeah...finally arrived to Guangzhou, it was stopped raining and we had fun with our hotel and the shops around the town area...we went for dinner (by the time we reached to Lido Hotel was around 6pm ++) at Zhen Gong Fu, the franchise at China, they used Bruce Lee as the ambassador for the shop's name....lolx...then we shopped but we din buy anything there...but the next day, we bought clothes and shoes...lol....so happy...at last i can shop puas-puas as what i wanted to do...lolx
okay...after the morning shopping at Xiang Xia Jiu Road and we had our dessert, xiong pei lai.....we left to our next destination, Zhangmutou...at here, the weather was damn hot man! I really can't stand it...after we arrived to the Long Heng Ge Hotel, we had our dinner at the nearby Xin Du Restaurant, the service there was damn fast! after order may be 5 to 10 minutes, our food were served...SO FAST?! MASAK OR NOT?! luckily no cirit-birit, if not sure i go sue them....hahaha....
the next morning, mum said let's went to the hotel that dad said, Xin Du Hui Hotel that restaurant to have our brunch, that's DIM SUM~~~~~ what i love the most for morning breakfast LOLX...we took the shuttle van that was nearby our hotel and went to the hotel.....what an amazing hotel!! i think it is range as 5 stars or 6 stars hotel...the room rates are damn damn damn expensive....RMB 2000 ++, means RM 1069.50...wow...but don't care it...cos it was the time to care our stomach, let our stomach be full....before that , we bought bus tickets to hong kong as well, RMB 80 per person for 2 hours ++ car trip......by then, on the way to HK, we still need to change another van to pick us, from a China man to a Hongkies...lol....but it is quite good cos we no need went down from the car and went for investigation at the immigration department...
We stayed at Hong Kong for 3 days, by the day we arrived to HK, after put our luggage in the motel at Xin Si Building, Wong Kok....night time we went to Tsim Sha Tsui and sing gong dai dou took photos of hong kong night view...really fantastic!!!
ok..the next day, cos of waking up late...so we just went around Hong Kong Kowloon area such as Chung Wan, Causeway Bay, Jordan, Temple Street, Tong Choi Street....mostly ate the food at HK such as chau tau foo, gei dan zai, drank the snowy hui lao shan, milk tea, and curry fish balls...yummy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
another day began, HONG KONG DISNEYLAND DAY!!!!!!!!! hehe...it was a Sunday...what a fantastic day it was....
I had taken quite much photos, up to 1000++ photos for the whole trip.....u guys can see it through my facebook....
after the disneyland day, we went to Shenzhen on the next day. We stayed with our relatives at Guan Lan area, what a big house! 3 floors man!....my rich relatives~~~~~~ a very cute baby was there and he needed to call me as (in chinese as "gu jie" cos he was my cousin's brother's son...LOL...
wow...7 days passed......it's time went back to Malaysia...11th of Aug......I arrived home around 7pm while mum was on flight back to Sandakan.....tired trip but yet am still satisfied with it...=)
that's all for blogging of my HK and China trip~~~~~~~~~next day then blog about another happeningssss....=)
ok..during my August holidays, i went to Hong Kong and China with my mum on 4th of Aug to 11th of Aug. During the first day, i arrived to Macau Airport, then shifted to Zhuhai, stayed one night....
what the heck man! there was raining heavily and the strong wind was disturbing our trip.....haih.....after our dinner, then we walked a while, bought some clothes....back to hotel and sleep....waited for another day come...
Mum and I hoped that the day would be better after 4th, but on the 5th, it was still raining and windy...so we left to Guangzhou by bus for 2 hours, cost us RMB75 per person, that means RM 40.10...
Yeah...finally arrived to Guangzhou, it was stopped raining and we had fun with our hotel and the shops around the town area...we went for dinner (by the time we reached to Lido Hotel was around 6pm ++) at Zhen Gong Fu, the franchise at China, they used Bruce Lee as the ambassador for the shop's name....lolx...then we shopped but we din buy anything there...but the next day, we bought clothes and shoes...lol....so happy...at last i can shop puas-puas as what i wanted to do...lolx
okay...after the morning shopping at Xiang Xia Jiu Road and we had our dessert, xiong pei lai.....we left to our next destination, Zhangmutou...at here, the weather was damn hot man! I really can't stand it...after we arrived to the Long Heng Ge Hotel, we had our dinner at the nearby Xin Du Restaurant, the service there was damn fast! after order may be 5 to 10 minutes, our food were served...SO FAST?! MASAK OR NOT?! luckily no cirit-birit, if not sure i go sue them....hahaha....
the next morning, mum said let's went to the hotel that dad said, Xin Du Hui Hotel that restaurant to have our brunch, that's DIM SUM~~~~~ what i love the most for morning breakfast LOLX...we took the shuttle van that was nearby our hotel and went to the hotel.....what an amazing hotel!! i think it is range as 5 stars or 6 stars hotel...the room rates are damn damn damn expensive....RMB 2000 ++, means RM 1069.50...wow...but don't care it...cos it was the time to care our stomach, let our stomach be full....before that , we bought bus tickets to hong kong as well, RMB 80 per person for 2 hours ++ car trip......by then, on the way to HK, we still need to change another van to pick us, from a China man to a Hongkies...lol....but it is quite good cos we no need went down from the car and went for investigation at the immigration department...
We stayed at Hong Kong for 3 days, by the day we arrived to HK, after put our luggage in the motel at Xin Si Building, Wong Kok....night time we went to Tsim Sha Tsui and sing gong dai dou took photos of hong kong night view...really fantastic!!!
ok..the next day, cos of waking up late...so we just went around Hong Kong Kowloon area such as Chung Wan, Causeway Bay, Jordan, Temple Street, Tong Choi Street....mostly ate the food at HK such as chau tau foo, gei dan zai, drank the snowy hui lao shan, milk tea, and curry fish balls...yummy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
another day began, HONG KONG DISNEYLAND DAY!!!!!!!!! hehe...it was a Sunday...what a fantastic day it was....
I had taken quite much photos, up to 1000++ photos for the whole trip.....u guys can see it through my facebook....
after the disneyland day, we went to Shenzhen on the next day. We stayed with our relatives at Guan Lan area, what a big house! 3 floors man!....my rich relatives~~~~~~ a very cute baby was there and he needed to call me as (in chinese as "gu jie" cos he was my cousin's brother's son...LOL...
wow...7 days passed......it's time went back to Malaysia...11th of Aug......I arrived home around 7pm while mum was on flight back to Sandakan.....tired trip but yet am still satisfied with it...=)
that's all for blogging of my HK and China trip~~~~~~~~~next day then blog about another happeningssss....=)
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